The bitches and son of bitches!

Sometimes I wake up feeling that
this world is filled with bitches and son of bitches.
Nothing much.
Iz juz a phrase to express my feelings.
I would not want to offend anyone.
Even me myself's a bitch.

I'm actly quite worried of my groups' projects.
Any other groups are filled with smart ppl;
people who scored numerous As in exams,
ppl who have overflow of ideas
and ppl who have good leadership skills.

Not that I'm discriminating my group mates,
juz that it's bloody obvious that the other groups' members are way much better than our's.
They have at least 2 scorers in each groups..
Some times I'm wondering..
Is the lecturer wants to create a gap of difference between the quality of our work,
so that she can GRADE us EASILY?

Are we doomed to lose/fail?
Are them destined to excel?

NO NO!!
I don't want to be like that!
I want be winner!
I want to score this sem!
I want a change!
I want my college life to be my eternal happiness,
a memory that will not fade,
... a memory of success!

Ofcoz..
with my current attitude,
I will not make it..

I need to change!
CHANGE FOR A BETTER ME!
CHANGE FOR A BETTER FUTURE!
CHANGE TO PURSUE HAPPINESS!