If I were to write my last words, it would start like this:

I'm sorry to take this option, I know everyone in the world would say that I'm stupid.

But why is taking this decision considered as stupid?

Everything in life we have a chance to make decision.

I write, is not because I want your pity, I just want you all to know how I feel, otherwise you all will think that I'm weird, at least now you all know.

I didn't need your pity, doesn't need your critics. All we need is just the acceptant. Someone once told me: Accept the unchangeable, change the unacceptable.