The frustrated Me!

My relationship with my mom has never be good.
We are oppositions;
I shall not say is from the beginning, but I just dunnoe since when we are in the total extreme edges.

I feel very frustrated to quarrel every day..
We quarrel even from the starting of a day..

She's picking up unhealthy eating habits.
She drinks in early of the morning with empty stomach;
She eat a bowl of mee added with a spoon full of oil;
She drinks water added with few lumps of sugar;
She cooks and keeps food and consume over night food;
etc..etc..

Not that I did not tell her, is that she will listen to no one.
I tried, we tried, the doctors tried.
She accepts no one's advises.

Yes.
Thank you every one for ranking be deep low as a bad kid.
Indeed, I am!
I used to not smoke, I used to not drink, I used to not going out mixing with new 'friends'.
BUT, NOW I DO!
Yes. I am a bad child. So?
What is the heck wrong with you people?
Yes, I didn't take up driving lesson and I have to depend on my mom.
SO? You come sponsor me la!
I never be credited and all you all can c is my bad side.
Well, maybe that is the most obvious part that every one can c.
In fact, now I'm quite confuse of myself whether I have a good side ornot.

But tell you what,
I do not like to quarrel with my mom.
If I'd given a chance, I'll never.

and you noe what?
I LOVE MY MOM!
but my love has never be accepted.


p/s: I have not be crying for 3 days. Big improvement. I don't thk I have time for it..