The very ill me.

Recently I've been very moody.
I cried n cried for no reasons.
( in fact, there are! )
Okie.. I should learn how to open up.
Once or twice in a week I'll break down.
I'll cry and scream like a mad woman.
Even some times I would have thought of hurting myself.
I'm struggling between my ID and Super Ego.
I broke down so frequently that I think I'm getting sick (mad).

I'm ill... really ill!
I'm going to be crazy if this continues.
I'm really a person with troubles.
I'm totally a messed up case!

I need loves and cares.
I need some one's hugs when I'm down.
I need to be cheered up.
I want Happiness I want Love!

I know that I'm having all the loves from every one of you.
I know you, you, you and you are so caring and willing to share your ears and shoulders.
I know I know, but I yet to learn how to open up my heart.